home sweet home

I went to school, met my friends, attended all lectures, yeah how good student I am. Well the first lecture we had was Arabic, Sarah and I tried to attend all the lecture but when the lecture was about to finish, we went to the Cafeteria and had our breakfast. Then all went good in school.

But a little tiny thing happened today during the microbiology lecture. as I got so used to it when Sarah keeps talking about the flights and going home for the weekend. I suddenly told her: “lets book flights for tomorrow”, and I was really excited, well we went out in the middle of the lecture and called the Saudi Airlines, she found herself a flight and everything, and it was confirmed, while I found myself a waiting flight for tomorrow. I waited for  it to get confirmed but, didn’t get anything. I called them again and asked about my flight, I found out that the flight they booked was for today by mistake and I was really angry! I changed my mind I said I wouldn’t go home this weekend.

Aside from all that, I have no classes tomorrow. I was talking to my Dad on the phone, and I told him about the story that I decided to come and all. But then I found out that they booked me a wrong flight, and I told him that I don’t have classes and things, he came up with an idea that why I wouldn’t come home tonight since I don’t have classes tomorrow and the day after so I liked the idea, I hung up from him and called the airlines, booked me a flight at 9:15. It was so hard keeping myself in a hurry, like in preparing in 5 minutes, I was relieved once I finished preparing . But then on my way to the airport I wasn’t feeling that great about going home in the middle of the night! But I’m happy right now, alhamdlellah

I read few chapters of my novel and read half of a pharma lecture in the plane. I arrived in the time. Weather is really nice.

Arrived home, my crazy two brothers were awake. I love messing with them, so I did and I was trying to get on their nerves that they have school tomorrow where I will be in bed and sleeping like in forever. I just love messing with them. And yeah I love them

Well, I stayed up with my parents, we talked. My mom made me my fav. Salad , avocado Salad. We were sitting in the living room and eating the Salad. My mom has to wake up early and she went to bed. Where Dad and I stayed up and watched tv.

We planned for the weekend, we all decided to go to Bahrain on Thursday but then my sister said that she can’t for some reasons, and then we said on Friday. We still don’t know when we’re going, but we’re going for sure. We’ll see how it goes.

Will enjoy these few days. Catching up on sleep and some school work.

I think that’s it for me today. I have to wake up early at 7 o’clock, Sarah’s gonna prepare for her presentation on skype with me before she leaves to school. So I’ll just watch her presenting and everything and maybe head off to bed again.

Good night

SCHOOL

I’m not sure if  I’m excited for the new year or not ..

being a third year medical student scares me a bit !!!

and what scares me more that everybody calls me doctoraaaaa!!!

but it feels satisfying 🙂 that I’m doing such a big thing in life

and it saddens me that in the first three lectures I had in my first day at school I was such a CROSS-EYED and couldn’t concentrate !!!!  despite I slept very well . maybe I forgot how to concentrate lol 😛  three-month vacation is such a bad thing in life !  now I’m so used to sleep all day , read novels , watch movies and tv shows .. and many things can’t do during school days ..

and yeah it also feels satisfying  that I just got setteled down in my new own apartment !! own couch 😛 and yeah I can talk to myself without looking around and checking if anybody can hear me lool 😛 (I secretly talk to myself ) I don’t know if it’s a good or a bad happit  😀 😀

I’ll work hard and do my best in school .. ! inshallah : )

just a new post

finally , I’ve met the one that my best friend keeps talking so much about !

and it feels good to meet the ppl that a very close friend cares about !

and yeah , what amazed me the most that we had the chance to meet her in a coffee shop where her whole family and relatives were celebrating the new novel that her sister just wrote . and guess what ! she’s still 15 mashallah , I got one copy of that book . IMPRESSIVE

– I realized one thing in this evening , that I’m no good speaker ! : (  I’m no expert on small talks and such . and that makes me sick !!!!!!!!

– NOOR is leaving tonight and  she was so busy with her family and relatives during that period of time  so didn’t gather with her so much !

but it was a whole other world when I spend some time with her : )

she’s the NOOR of my eyes

gossips

OH my poor , neglected blog .I can say I’m a facebook and twitter victom. 😀

it’s been a while since the last post ,, and I wanted to post everything day by day since I came back from Istanbul  .. but I’m such a lazy person ..

– well , Istanbul was amazing , the wather was really nice, I like it there   . and what I like the most is that my brother and I becme  closer and really good friends . we can talk about anything but political things the most 😀 .. it feels weird that my lil brother and I talk about such things .. but this is fact

-I fought my tears alot in this summer .. I mean ALOT ,really .  it’s pretty confusing for me , that I can’t get along with someone that’s really close but not close ,  in this house !!  and unfotunately I’ve been not caring what that person thinks about me anyway . so it hurts when I think about it and think about what I’ve been to ,

-I promis my Mom . to lift a finger !! and get my ass and work but I’m doing nothing till now , I’m a bad person I know !

-I’m currently reading three books : have a little faith , مهزلة العقل البشري , the love verb  .. sort of anjoying them : )

-by the end of this month INSHALLAH I must be done with : those books I’ve mentioned up , the holy Qura’an , revising all the systems of the body which I took in last semester .  and yea memorizing one hole portion of Qura’an and it’s explanation , : ) tTHERE’S TIME FOR EVERYTHING : )

-NOOOOOOR , my one  close  buddy . she came back from Canada she’ll stay here for like 3 weeks , we gathered up with her yesterday and it was awesome . I slept over with her .. we talked and I saw all her billions of pitures she took in there . and by 6 am I was reaaaaally tired , sore throught and cold : (  I got home by then . but I enjoyed it alot alot .

-for the first time , I’m so interested in tv shows in Ramadan . and I’m offically watching 3 shows  : khawa6er , 3ayza at8awez , thakerat al jasad  😀 😀

-kids nowdays make me sick -___- they’re amazing and everything but really ANNOYING ! that I can’t concentrate on watching  my tv shows lol 😛

that’s it for now : ) and I promis u my dairy to keep u posted lol 😛

just bored

summer has just started and I’m already bored and everything !!!

I want school ,, lol I’m just kidding I’ll never ever want school to come

I’ve decided alotta things to do ,, and I’m doing such intersting things in this summer ,, but it’s still boring I’m wondering what I will have to be convinced that life is not boring ,, really !

I’m doing excersizes everyday ,, reading my novel ,, have just started watching “big love” the first season ,, and so many things …

and everyday I say I’ll start to revise ,, but I end up telling myself that  it’s summer ,, it’s goddamn summer like I should be relaxing and resting !!!!!!!!

the past few days were the worst ever … I can’t really get along with any psycological patients ,, !!!  I suck at this

I should know very well how to deal with such people

and I’m learning right these days ,,,

now I can say that I miss being under so much pressure lol ,, I’m so used to be pressured some time 😀

Summer

It’s been exactly one week since I finished the 2nd bullshit year of medicine .
It was so goddamn difficult , but I can’t say there was nothing good ,,
There were alot of things I learned and experinced ,,
I’ve met alot of new friends ,, (since that this was our first year at med school)
Now I can say that I’m really satified. And looking forward to being a 3rd year medical student ,,

I started reaing “a million little pieces”
For now ,, it’s a really intersting true story novel .. I’m loving it

I’m planning on doing so many things in this summer ,, so many books to tread ,, movies , tv shows and everything

And ya I’m planning on revising what I took in the 2nd year ,,
Being a doctor had better be just like this ,,

Emm and ya I’m looking forward to living by myself next year ,, own apartment own furnitures, it feels satisfying ,, hope that will be good for me and my studies as well . I feel that I’ll achieve more than with a roommate or anything .. Despite I’ll miss having a roommate

: )

خميس

أنا منهم ..الذين يحملون حقدا للخميس ..

ولكن لهذا الخميس نكهة خاصة .. لا أدري لم  ؟

ربما لأني انهيت كل اشغالي في وقتها .. قرائتي للاختبار ومراجعة ايضا !!!

وراضية عن نفسي !!!!

وأشعر برضا اهلي عني …

ولا اشعر بأني منافقة ابدا ولا فاسقة ,,, أنا فتاة صالحة .. جدا

لا أدري ربما ؟

ربما استحق ان اكافئني

فخورة بي .. رغم ان هذه الاشغال لاتساوي شيئا في المستقبل

ولكن خطوات لذيذة جدا ….

هذا الخميس جميل

فوضى في رأسي !!!!

هناك فوضى عظيمة في رأسي ..

لا أعرف مصدرها ولكنها تزعجني ,, قررت حينها ان اكتب ربما تذهب تلك الفوضى مع الكتابة ..

وعن ماذا أكتب ؟ !

لا افهمني ,, ربما هي تلك حكايتي وحكاية الفوضى ,,